man its been a long time since i've been on here.. god.. i'm still with dawn.. YAY!!! couldn't be happier.. i just hope she still loves me as much as she did a few months ago.. i don't know y i say that.. i guess its just because i love her so much and i don't want to lose her.. but i've been a complete jerk this past week or so and i don't know y.. and its really starting to take a tole on the relationship.. so i need to get back to being myself again and i need to do it like now.. because if i don't i will lose her forever.. and that is not something i want.. but at the same time i gotta figure out y i've been acting the way i have.. i mean it doesn't help i'm jobless.. it doesn't help im broke.. doesn't help that im watchin the love of my life go down in ruins partly cuz of me.. and there is nothing i can do to help her out but sell my stuff.. sell my rims and everything else.. i gotta pay stuff off too so im not just selling these things for me.. i'm doin it for the both of us.. cuz i know we can both benifit from it.. which reminds me.. if anybody reads this.. RIMS FOR SALE!!! 16'' Konig Rims For SALE.. Best offer takes them home right now.. email me if interested.. but back to what i was sayin.. i just got a lot of stuff going on.. but i don't want to lose dawn.. she is my life.. if i still have her, i don't care if i'm living on the street corner in my car.. as long as i still have her, i'm completely 110% happy.. and i'm not just saying that.. but job hunting has been giving me a lot of stress cuz i can't find a job.. all the ppl that are calling me are either 1. gonna rape me in pay and i'll be losing more money than i'm gaining, or 2. they are way too far away from me cuz of such a huge commute.. so i mean idk.. but i gotta think of something fast and i gotta find a job fast.. i don't want to lose her.. i love her with all of my heart.. but i gotta get off here.. i'm making this too long.. talk to y'all later.. catch ya on the flip side.. peace

i love dawn marie

can't wait for this weekend.. thats all i gotta say.. lol

<3

man its been a while since i really last updated.. lol a lot of stuff has happened in the past week..

been hangin out with a very very good friend of mine.. i really like her too.. was with her for a while friday night, and stayed with her sat. night.. my god those were the best nights of my life.. ever..  but today, i made the mistake of visiting her at andersons before i had to go to work.. and i think i got her yelled at by her boss who happens to be my old boss.. and i just feel so horrible... its things like that that make me a horrible person to have in ur life.. i hope to god she didn't get in trouble for it.. i really really hope..

but on another note.. JUNE 9 IS COMING UP!!! and you know what that means.. GOV'T MULE IS COMING TO PROMO WEST.. i can't wait.. im gonna get a few tickets and take some friends.. or maybe just invite dawn to come along with.. i got her liking them kinda sorta.. she actually likes them to a degree.. its sweet.. i hope she can come along with.. that would make the night so much better.. lol but i think i'm gonna get off here.. gnight y'all.. catch y'all on the flip side

dear santa, 

yous a bitch nigga....wat wait wait....yous a bitch ASS nigga....i heard u hired more security to cover you...thts a bitch move santa...im comin after tht ass again...you gonna pay wat u owe....suncurly
santa stalker